Sunday, December 6, 2020

It starts with a cut

 Forcing myself into diurnal-ness is hard, really fucking hard. I feel like shit. Super tired. Awake at 11 or a bit before, but so tired and heavy feeling I didn't actually get up until almost 2. 

I started my day by slicing my hand on the broken-off corner of one of the two sheets of phenolic I use to block light from showing under the front door. I've been moving the thing back and forth for at least a year. Fortunately the cut isn't deep and itches more than actually hurts. 

I went to reddit r/hawaii and filled out some application to work remotely in Hawaii or some shit. What's funny is I actually have some skills, did phone work as some of my very first work, and as I noted on the form, "Am very fluent in standard American English and Hawaiian Pidgin/Pacific Creole English". 

After a few hours my cut seemed to have settled down and I left at 5 for Nijiya where I got some fried fish, cooked "seasonal" vegetables, a can of beer and a big bottle of sake. Sake's got sugar in it, but it's easy to water down by quite a bit. 

Dilute, Delay, and put up with some Discomfort. Gawd I feel like shit. This alcohol thing has got to go. 

I listed 10 Ebay things and the idea is to actually go to sleep at a somewhat normal time and get up at a normal time; no more of this night-owl bullshit. If I set midnight as the time, at latest, to get to bed then Ken being over here until midnight won't screw me up. And that should have me getting up at 8 or 9. 

 


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